Drowning in my sleep.

Fuckin Eh, it’s Tumblr lol

I haven’t posted anything on Tumblr in mad long lol WHAT THE FUCK IS GOOD!

Tumblr!

Why hello tumblr. I just got paid and have a fat ass stack in my wallet =] i’m gonna go smoke a fat ass dutch. Smoke Piff!

Alone

I don’t think I’ve ever felt so alone in my entire life. I’ve lost the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I wish I could do everything over because I love her so much. I just wish I could be everything she wants. I can’t stop listening to the postal service and getting upset =( I love her more than anything. I just wish we could start a brand new colony, were everything will change, we’ll give ourselves new names, identities erased. The sun will heat the grounds, under our bear feet, in this brand new colony =(

Down the road.

The people that are my friends now i will never talk to ever agian after i hit like 20. I know this because i’ve seen it happen plenty of times. It’s not like i’m going to be stuck with you emily. It’s my choice, that’s why i haven’t listened to any of them. Not mike v, not pitron, not chris, rob or cons. I’m sorry if i felt that there was a chance of everyone liking you. But it doesn’t matter because, the way I feel is the way I feel. No one else influences that. I love you to death emily. I’m sorry about writing that on tumblr i honestly didn’t have anyone to talk to so i figured tumblr would help me to get it out, i didn’t expect anyone to read it. I’m sorry, I love you emily, more than anyone else. You are my other half and always will be, till the day i die. Your the only person i’ve felt like i could spend the rest of my life with. And i really hope we can work through this because it would be awsome to come home to you and maby if we have kids one day them too. I love you emily. As for everyone else besides my brothers they can all go die because they only hang out with us because it’s somewhere to drink at night. I honestly couldn’t give two shits about them.

I just realized why i stopped writing on this thing in the first place.

Peace Tumblr. I probably won’t be writing anything for a while cause this is stupid.

Macbook Pro

Well hello tumblr. Because of country music there was a bottle of coka cola nigga spilled on my 15 INCH! Macbook Pro. It won’t turn on and it’s giving me weird signals. I’m really uspet. I want it to work =(

Bored.

Its been a while. I’m mad bored in my basement drinkin a 40 of colt 45 haha. This sucks cause my weekend was banging but i really miss my girlfriend. I’m watching this stupid ass show where these guys are trying to tow a boat but they keep fuckin it up haha. They are dumb as a sack of bricks haha. Now some guys getting in the water, not a smart idea haha. I’m really fuckin bored. I’m gonna go smoke a boge then try to go to sleep, the camera guy just got hit with a huge ass log hahahaha. Whatever. Night.

Welp.

My moms bitchin, i’m swervin, and i go into school late tomorrow. It’s all good haha. Except i miss my girlfriend, hard =( i wish she was here so we could lay down and go to sleep. I love her =] But um my brother is bringin back swager from bills old tavern so hopefully i get more swerved haha i’ll let you know how that goes =] peace.

The AM hours suck unless your drunk or with people.
— Ryan Trail

I can’t sleep.

So how about i can’t fuckin sleep lol. This sucks, its like almost 1:30 and i need a cigarette. Its snowing like a bitch outside lol i already have off from school but hopefully i dont have to go into work, that would be awsome =] i’m getting bored ill write more shit later. Peace out.

This is my girlfriend emily =] she’s amazing =] she makes me the happiest kid alive <3

This is my girlfriend emily =] she’s amazing =] she makes me the happiest kid alive <3


I was drunk as shit at the first annual dan piotrowski shmangle fest haha. My BP team was Team Red Liberty and my nuber was 40oz. haha. As you can see we got the sexy bitch cup in the picture lol. good times. good times lol

I was drunk as shit at the first annual dan piotrowski shmangle fest haha. My BP team was Team Red Liberty and my nuber was 40oz. haha. As you can see we got the sexy bitch cup in the picture lol. good times. good times lol


Fire on the poop deck!

Let me just start off by saying i was drunk as shit saturday night haha. It was awsome.  We had a fire on the back deck with mad heads lol. The best part of the whole night was the basement =] haha but ya i was fine until Em left and i tried to go to sleep… bed spins haha ya i threw THE FUCK UP.   haha it was raw, but i’m gonna get drinkin agian so ill see you guys later. peace.

This is a good song, i like it at least lol. Enjoy =]

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First Post

Hey peoples, ah, where do i begin… well i’m at home, chillin with my girlfriend waiting to start drinking. As soon as we get the ok from her brother, but if not i gotta drive her but its fine with me.  CAUSE I’M NOT AN ALCOHOLIC. haha. But anyway I’m ryan trail i drive a red jeep liberty, 02, and ya, its got an intake bitch! haha, na its dying slowly but surely lol, i’m gonna go get the swagger on. Peace nigga.